Thoughts – May 21, 2017

Sunday.
Late afternoon.
It has been a sunny and hot day.

This morning Princess pushed me in doing what I should have done a long time ago. We drove to a store and I bought a small garden parasol and a base to fill with sand or water.

On a sunny afternoon my terrace can be unbearable hot so I am rarely able to enjoy it.

I told Princess I was going to drive to the nearby woods with my Kobo and a bottle of water and a foldable garden chair.

So instead I finally bought a parasol and sat outside the whole afternoon reading. I felt stupid nothing getting it years ago already.

It is hot in the apartment. The cold beer tastes great. There is pizza in the oven and while I’m waiting I’m writing this.

I feel emotional, preoccupied, sad. I notice how Princess suffers from the problems with her hip-joint. The morphine based drugs bring relief but she is not able to walk much.

Tuesday evening we are leaving for a midweek in the Ardennes. I don’t believe we’ll be doing much hiking though.

There is a subtropical swimming pool. Spa, well-known for its Thermes and wellness not far from where we are staying. I prepared my old e-reader for Princess. We’ll be taking some rope with us.
It is about spending quality time together, just the two of us. How we pass our times is not really important.

Yesterday we had planned an evening with The Stranger but I canceled it. Princess was not up to it.
Princess and I did not play either. My love was suffering too much.
So instead we watched a movie. An old one, The Unbearable Lightness of Being (1988). For some reason I found Daniel Day-Lewis looked like Ben Stiller today. Or vice versa.
Juliette Binoche was great, her acting impressed me.
We enjoyed the movie and afterwards we discussed it. Princess thought one of the layers in the movie was about D/s and, well, she has a point.

We went to bed.
Made love. I’m very careful with Princess lately. For the moment there is not that much BDSM in our love life. Besides, the morphine based painkillers also take away the edge of pain I inflict.

Princess slept very well. I did to, but woke up a few times. I feel quite emotional lately.

This morning we made love and it was hot and hard and loving and so much more.

We are so looking forward to our mid-week…

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  1. Sorry to hear about Princess’s continued hip pain. Could it be that the hip joint is the problem? I had similar pain and had to have a hip replacement. Maybe she should see a surgeon?

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