Thoughts – May 16, 2017

Just for the record, I love and respect Princess deeply.
My love, trust and respect for Princess is absolute.
What we have and share is beyond words.

I love what it does with my mind, my body when I take Princess. Her gaze, her body language, her submission when I spear her is pure beauty. It is something I never experienced before. Every single time we fuck and make love is a unique and mind-blowing experience.

Lately SM and rope have become more important and are replacing spanking, whipping and flogging as it is something we need to be careful with.
Well, except pussy spanking.

Inflicting pain and seeing Princesses’ reaction is a huge turn-on for me. The SM part is slowly evolving.
I like that.
I love giving pain.
I love creating a mixture of pain and pleasure.

Sometimes Princess begs me for pain. I like that very much.
There is something else though that pushes my buttons really hard. It is difficult to admit because on a simple level it might conflict with my deep love and respect for my wife to be. Ah, let’s cut the crap, Princess is my wife already.

I love to watch Princess being fucked by another man.
There, I said it.

Mind-blowing does not start to describe what I feel when I hold Princess and watch her being fucked by The Stranger. Feeling his thrusts go through Princesses’ body, her breasts dancing on his rhythm. He goes hard and deep and relentless, her moaning, sighs and pleasure of being used as a slut, make me hard and mad with desire. I feel no jealousy, just pleasure and a kick no extreme sport or drug would ever give me.
Stopping him, changing place, a few hard rips, then we swap places again.

Pain and rope

It is the second best thing I ever experienced. It pushes buttons I never knew existed. It is something I am barely able to describe.
Princess feels the same albeit for her it is about being used and reacting to my assignments.

If all goes well The Stranger will be our guest this Saturday. My slave will wear his cock cage. He’ll be serving me, he’ll be serving Princess. There will be rope and more.

After a while Princess will set his cock free.

We’ll end the evening with a threesome, our second one. Maybe, just maybe, we’ll do a double penetration. It will be a first for the three of us. I know it is one of Princesses’ most deepest fantasies. Mine too and I’m pretty sure my slave can’t wait either.

Next week, Tuesday in the late afternoon, Princess and I are going on a mid-week in the Belgian Ardennes.

We’ll be back Friday afternoon as Little A. is with me that weekend.
Saturday, Little A., Big A. and M. are invited at our place. Princess will be cooking one of my favorites: chili con carne.
We are going to celebrate the gift of live I received 58 years ago.

Soon after Princess and I will be exploring uncharted territory. It has been something we’ve been talking about for quite some time.

Princess agreed with desire and lust to visit a swingers club.
It will be a first for me. In her previous life Princess visited such a place a few times but for nothing more than watching.

I’ve already picked a club. It is in The Netherlands but not that far from where we live. They offer quite some interesting theme evenings. Unfortunately the hard-core swingers/BDSM evening is on a Friday evening. Our evening is Saturday but maybe we can find around that.

We told each other it is about a visit, watching others, being looked at ourselves. You know, the old voyeurism and exhibitionist stuff.

Yet Princess and I know that is not entirely true.

I would enjoy seeing Princess having a great time. With a woman, with an extra man or men.

What I’m not looking for is me having some kind of sex with another woman. I prefer being the puppet master, playing and creating a scene with Princess and others.

I prefer being in control. I am not interested in a fuck because it won’t push any of my buttons and besides, I only want to fuck Princess.

It is something I haven’t cleared my mind on yet. But that is exactly the fun of visiting uncharted territory.

 

 

 

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