Thoughts – February 18, 2015 #BDSM #Dominance #submission #EroticRomance

“You don’t love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”
Oscar Wilde.

I am aware I have been neglecting this blog.
Some of you are know I have a second one. It is about photography and me reinventing myself with, mostly, analogue black and white photography. That too is a process I take seriously. It is about finding my way, discovering my inner whatever true monochrome images and building an audience.

We talked about blogging and what it means to me yesterday evening. Princess was very tired so I did not find it a good idea to watch the movie I had prepared. Roman Polanski’s “Venus in Fur” is in fact pure theatre with 2 personages and loosely based on Leopold von Sacher-Masoch’s book.
It is about an actress’ attempts to convince a director how she’s perfect for a role in his upcoming production.
The movie is pretty intense and the dialogues are deliciously intellectual. The slow shift in power between the two is a very slow but interesting process.

So Princess and I talked about us, the blog and so much more and later on that evening Little A. joined the conversation that obviously changed to school results and future desires about jobs and so on.

* * * *

Princess and I are still enjoying the wonderful atmosphere and visual stimuli we experienced past Valentine’s Evening in the Fetish Café. The organization of the event posted even a very kind comment on this blog.

So where are we now, Princess and I?
We are continuously growing as a couple. Princess and I are discovering new playgrounds in our BDSM play and our D/s relation is deepening too.
Princess and I are exploring and intensifying the pain/pleasure experience and enjoying it. Albeit biting her shoulders is not a problem during the winter period I try very hard not to. Sometimes the bruises are quite obvious and in the past her kids have shown, understandably, their concerns and expressing their fears about abuse and partner violence.

 I have changed my modus operandi from biting to pinching Princess’ sides, mostly using my fingernails. Placing 20 or 30 clothespins on Princess and tapping them gently with a cane as if I am composing an overture make her juices flow abundantly.

Finding new ways to push Princess into extreme and very wet orgasms is one of the things I find very pleasurable.

Giving Princess pain makes me hot and hard and horny and it is as pleasurable as it is for her although on the other end of the spectrum.

It is astonishing seeing her delicious womanhood swell and lips fall open revealing a wet and hungry mouth ready to devour me.
Lately there has been no morning following a hot night where Princess does not leave our place with the soaked bed linen. I call it her homework.

There is one thing that in some way troubles me from time to time though.

We make love (read fuck) really for an hour or two and Princess orgasms a zillion times. When we play, when we love each other, for me it is about Princess. My pleasure is pleasuring the love of my life. It is about Princess, about power exchange, about the Machiavellian pleasure of pushing every button to make her come/squirt while she knows I have forbidden her to come.

I can only do this because I have a hard time to ejaculate. I can remain hard for hours because for one reason or another my penis has become less sensitive over the years. I don’t see this as a real problem. Like I said my pleasure is pleasuring Princess.
But I’ll write about that very soon.

 

(c)Zetsu Nawa https://www.facebook.com/zetsu.nawa?fref=ufi
(c)Zetsu Nawa
https://www.facebook.com/zetsu.nawa?fref=ufi

One thought on “Thoughts – February 18, 2015 #BDSM #Dominance #submission #EroticRomance”

Leave a Reply